Learning to Grow Spiritually Through Vulnerability

When I first entered the program, I had this feeling that I had to prove myself. Coming from a public university, I anxiously wondered if I truly fit the mold or was even good enough to be here. I felt pressure to present myself as a “perfect Christian,” someone who always had the right answers, the polished faith, the right words for every spiritual conversation. As a result, I often held back, afraid of saying the wrong thing or not knowing enough.

But something unexpected happened along the way. Through honest community and intentional growth, I began to see the value of vulnerability. I realized that it’s okay — even healthy — to say, “I don’t know, but I want to learn.” That shift in mindset opened the door to some of the most meaningful spiritual conversations I’ve ever experienced.

What I’ve come to understand is that spiritual maturity doesn’t mean having it all figured out. It means having a heart that’s open, curious, and humble — one that grows not in isolation or pride, but in community and grace. It’s not about being above others, but walking alongside them.

This journey has taught me that growth happens when we allow ourselves to be seen. Not as people who have all the answers, but as people who are willing to learn, question, and seek together.

--Marina McCutcheon, Class of 2025

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